お誕生日おめでとう

お誕生日おめでとう田中れいな、２２歳ですね！
Happy Birthday Tanaka Reina 11-11-11,

Some story here hehe~
made me realized this is my fifth time say happy birthday to her, hehehe, first time is in 2007, and made me thought the first time i knew her, she's 17 turning into 18 years old, somehow i feel old yet funny, i'm 19 now will be 20 in about 4 months, because when i thought about i became her fans when she was around the same age with me now (okay in fact now i'm older than her @that time lol XD) is really really strange. Maybe this not only happen to me, it was happen to many people out there too, just realized about these things didn't it feel strange somehow? or was it just me? don't really mind it, coz I know I'm a weird person lol.
those things make me thought how great Reina are, (and other artists out there yeah) just at my age now even maybe people younger than me could influence other people life, gave people life, I think it is the best thing you can give in this world you know, but maybe the artists themselves don't know/expect that they could be give that much feeling. or... they know? lol...and this make me just thinking what did I already do? I'm just a shame of myself lol, I'm really nothing compare to them...I think I'm just ordinary person that just enjoying my unique life~ (maybe you will shout, no! you damn liar~ it's not unique! it's boring life! lol, jk, my life isn't that bad you knoooww~ lol XD) sounds useless eh? lol, it's true...so damn true lol, but yeaaah you know nothing is useless in this world >> somebody said that XD, at least I enjoy my life, happiness is the purpose in life right? XD

Then for Reina, she really made me crazy these 4-5 years and thank you she made me look i'm not normal like I'm a "L" lol, but who care she give me too many things that those people don't know and will never know, they just can't lol...thank you for your presence in my life Reina :D, i know i can't support you all my life, i need to get another "life" too I think haha, but i will always care for you as long as I can see you and feel your presence in this world, i'm sure i have my luck with you, but i think still not have my luck to meet you, hope I could meet you although only once in my life, I will be really appreciate that time for sure even you don't see me and there's a long distance when I see you. Thanks for reading my mail on your radio show once ehehehe that will be my treasure forever. Thank you really...I'm sure it's not only me feel like this, many other your fans feel the same or maybe even more, yeah i'm just one of your fans, i'm not your greatest fans sorry and will never be, coz i appreciate other fans too...so much...other fans...other idol/artist too.... I just hope there are many other people at least feel like me (more is better ^^) to you and love you with all their heart, don't care with haters, stay strong...
we all know, you say it yourselves too, soon or late you'll graduate from MM about maybe 1 or 2 years. It will be a mixed feeling when that time comes, but that's just how it is. But I'm glad you said you still want to be in the entertainment. I just hope you have more success when that happen ^^
I will always support you till I can't do it anymore yeaaaa~

Once again happy birthday 22 years old Reina Tanaka~

*sorry for my bad english